I (30), Who Works for a Black Company and Died While Regretting My Gloomy Life, Started Over From High School!

Chapter 82: The Ideal Summer I Dreamed of Back Then (1)

I was sprawled lazily on the living room sofa, gazing absentmindedly out the window.

The heat from the sun caused heatwaves to rise from the scorched ground, and large cumulus clouds spread across the blue sky. The sound of cars passing by mixed with the chirping of cicadas, creating the quintessential atmosphere of a Japanese summer.

Just the other day, I slept together with Shijouin-san on this sofa I still cant believe it, I murmured.

Recalling the calm conversation we had on that rainy night and the morning we greeted while wearing the same blanket, my face flushed involuntarily.

Well, a lot has happened since then, I thought to myself.

Explaining the incident of sleeping together with Shijouin-san to her father, Tokimune-san, over the phone and convincing him that it was an accident was quite a challenge. Shijouin-san seemed to be greatly concerned about it and apologized profusely during our phone conversation.

Im sorry, Im sorry! It seems you managed to calm down my father I scolded him for giving you a hard time, but its ultimately because I got carried away and said unnecessary things Im truly sorry! she said.

She even went as far as to say, If theres anything I can do to apologize, please let me know! Ill do anything! It was enough to break the virgin brain, and I was quite flustered. However, I honestly didnt really care about that incident.

Regardless of whether it was Tokimune-san or any other father, it was something any father would want to say in such a situation. Moreover, if that person truly thought I was a despicable person, a simple complaint wouldnt have been enough. Somehow, I understood that Tokimune-san, the father who dotes on his daughter, wasnt genuinely angry.

It may be an old-fashioned way of thinking, but as someone scheming to steal away his daughter, it was only proper to accept his mild anger. Well, thats how the post-sleepover aftermath ended.

I already miss Shijouin-san, I murmured.

Even though I should have replenished the Shijouin-san portion (the source of my energy that can be obtained by coming into contact with her) that had been depleted during the sleepover, within a few days, I already felt the charge running out. My fuel efficiency is seriously terrible.

Even though there is still some time until summer vacation ends and I cant meet her until the new school term starts, its extremely painful. And theres something else thats bothering me.

Is it okay to let the second summer of our second year of high school end like this?

During my previous life, summer vacation in high school was just a period of time when I could say, I can indulge in games without having to deal with bothersome school. It was undoubtedly a fun time, but deep down, I longed for something more.

I longed for those moments filled with youth, like those often depicted in manga and light novels. A summer that was youthful, vibrant, passionate, and left lasting memories.

The post-sleepover event fulfilled my desire for a youth revival, but luxuriously enough, my heart wasnt satisfied. There was a certain summer element missing.

I want to see Shijouin-san. I want to meet her and talk. At the same time, I want an event that fulfills my longing for a summer experience. With these thoughts in mind, I fell into contemplation.

Hmm? Whats that? I want an event to happen? I suddenly blurted out, responding to the train of thought that had been floating in my mind.

Because that was exactly the same as the style of waiting for convenient events like in a dating simulation game that I pursued in my previous life.

Although there was just the recent lucky event where Kanako brought Shijouin-san home, which never happened in my previous life, that was more like a bug that occurred as a result of my different actions. Its wrong to expect a repeat of that.

Oops, oops, my introverted side is making me forget my attacking stance again! What am I daydreaming about? Dont I know that waiting around idly will only lead to regrets! I scolded myself.

Yes, nothing will start if I just wait. Thats why I should plan for something to make the most of the remaining summer vacation.

(But what should I do? I want to invite Shijouin-san and do something summery, but what exactly Hmm?)

As I casually glanced at the TV that was still on, there was a summer-themed feature about the beach. Couples snuggling under parasols, groups of college students having a lively barbecue on the shoreit was incredibly envy-inducing.

(Come to think of it Shijouin-san really loved that lively atmosphere, didnt she?)

The atmosphere of the beach shown on TV was similar to the festival she mentioned, and it struck me. It was bustling, down-to-earth, and somewhat chaotic, but it brimmed with energy. The scorching sun, the hot sandy beach, the endless blue seaeveryone seemed excited.

(The beach inviting Shijouin-san and our classmates to the beach! Thats a great idea!)

While the option of going to the beach alone with her crossed my mind, it was still too early for that since we werent even dating, and there was no way her parents would give permission. Besides, Shijouin-san prefers the atmosphere of being with everyone.

Alright, the destination is set! Now, lets start by inviting Shijouin-san!

With the aim of creating the best memories to conclude the summer, I ignited my enthusiasm and took out my cellphone

But I hesitated for about 20 minutes, unable to bring myself to press the call button.

Arrghhh! What am I hesitating for?!

In front of me, the cellphone placed on the table, I shouted in frustration at my own weakness.

But come to think of it, even during my past life, I had never been the one to propose plans for outings with my male friends. So suddenly inviting the girl I have feelings for to go to the beach together raises the difficulty level to astronomical heights.

(However If I just suggest going to the beach with everyone, instead of going alone with her, it should be fine! This is why I, the virgin older brother, get ridiculed by Kanako!)

I had been trying to call Shijouin-san over and over again, but every time, my trembling finger would hover over the call button and stop. I couldnt help but feel pathetic about it.

However, I cant afford to give up here.

In times like this remember that. Remember the time in my previous life when I mustered up the courage to make a call that I desperately didnt want to make

(Like making a call to an obsessive complainer saying, We cannot exchange the product for that reason, or asking a quick-tempered boss, I apologize for interrupting your vacation. An extremely urgent issue has arisen, and we cant do anything about it. Could you please provide us with the system administrator ID? That was really bothersome)

After all, it would almost certainly turn into a storm of insults, calling me rude, useless, trash, and more. I dont have good memories about phone calls at all.

(Compared to that, whats there to be nervous about when calling someone I like! Alright, here I go! Im inviting Shijouin-san to the beach!)

With that, I used my usual salaryman-style motivation technique, using past pain as a springboard and pushing myself forward I pressed the call button.

(TLN) Dropping todays chapter early as I have a family gathering tonight. Also we have 2 bonus chapters today. Thanks to Jamo for their dono! When I get home tonight (and if Im sober enough) I will be restocking up on I (30) chapters! Ko-fi members will be able to read them immediately (tonight that is).