Chapter 61: I Shall Rest, My Faulty Mind
"You have been eyeing my thighs for quite a while." Verina then started to reveal more of her thighs with her hands, up to her lower undergarment. "Feel free to look as long as you like, even though your hips are broader than mine."
"I'm not a pervert like you."
Now that I try to look for appearance, even Lupina herself was quite attractive in her own right. Her taller stature and developed muscles was quite an interesting sight to behold when she was her usual, still-breathing self.
Why out of the two first people that I met in this world, were they one of the better looking individuals than those I met in real life?
"Verina, I have a question for you, and I want you to answer this truthfully?"
"Uhm, yes?"
"Have you been in a deep relationship with someone before?"
This question was only driven by curiosity since I want to piece something together.
"Unfortunately, no," Verina said outright without any hesitation. "I was too much of a weirdo for the average person to the point that my old crush wanted to avoid me the moment I appeared in his sight."
"Ouch. So you have been single for your whole life?"
"And, what's the problem?"
"For your age?"
"Is your end goal to make me feel embarrassed?"
"Have you ever done 'that' with someone?" I said while gesturing my index finger going back and forth a circle I made with my other hand. "You know, the act of procreation, the kind where one person longed for each other very much, they want to insert their sword deep into the other to share their love."
"Are you developing a sadistic humiliation fetish??" Verina seemed to be very taken aback by my sudden advancement. She tried to maintain her composure by clearing her throat. "Unfortunately, no. Just as you know, kilnalan in average have a low sexdrive, so we don't think much of that impure stuff, even at old age."
"Heh."
"This is my first time being annoyed seeing your mocking face."
"How about Lupina?"
"As far as I knew, it was also the same for her." Verina appeared to be much more restless now that I began sprouting all of these curious questions. "She didn't care much about being in a relationship until her meeting with you."
Taking into account that what Verina said happened to be true, then I had been given two very attractive and pure individuals right to my door the moment I arrived in this world.
That Loki bastard, was this the future that she envisioned as a Dviniator?
Not that I was dissatisfied, but I felt like this Loki individual was sending these two people as some sort of an offering for no reason at all.
"Still, what with you suddenly asking this kind of question all of a sudden?" Verina seemed to be pouting, even though there was nothing that could be seen on her deadpan.
"Didn't expect for Mrs. Perverted to be this uncomfortable when faced against her own spell."
"None of my teasing asked you to reveal your personal life," she answered, all while poking her index finger against my cheek.
"Then feel free to ask me these personal questions instead of sulking about it!"
"Alright then. Have you done it or not!?"
"Done what? Eating? Cooking? You need to be specific in your question."
"Relieving of sexdrive of others, the act of lust."
"Do you think that I haven't done it after giving Lupina the best relief in her entire life?" I said with a smug face, even though the words that came out of my mouth were a big fat lie. "I had experienced the most lascivious of pleasure town~"
"Damn you." Verina proceeded to pinch my cheek to satiate her anger.
"Oy, not my beautifully perfect face!"
"I hate this beautiful face of yours, because I can't do anything but to feel enthralled the longer I gaze at it!"
"Hueh? I thought you said that my charm is psionic?"
"Shut it, don't make me force a smooch on you."
"Heh, as if a virgin even dare."
"Hnnggg!"
"Wait, wait, stop! You're too close to my perfect face!"
"I'm going to prove to you that I can do it!"
"I get it! Stop shoving your face into mine!"
After a long-fought battle to protect my purity and dignity, Verina retreated her advance.
"Sorry, Verina," I chuckled out of pure amusement. "But the price for an intimate kissing session is not affordable for you yet."
"Kuh. Just you wait until I finish the ultimate recipe… then I'll show you how capable I am…" Verina angrily whispered to herself.
"I heard that."
"You heard nothing."
I might be uncertain of what love truly is, and how important it will be for my happiness in this world.
But I will try my best to understand it, analyze it, and use it to the best of its existence.
Big sis, I'll try my best to get a girlfriend or two for you.
And maybe, by the chance that we connect once again in the future, I will tell all the tales that I have gone through in this world.
After that, I will confess my sins.
The sins that I hid from all of you.
"Stupid Narcy…"
I heard Verina muttering something in her sleep.
If only her face was more expressive than her usual deadpan, I might be able to read what kind of dream she got.
"I need to rest as well."
And so did I, slumbering my consciousness away into the nevermore. A sleep, as you will.
This reminded me, I usually had a good amount of influence to control what I was dreaming about.
Though, lately, I slept too fast without having much chance to reach the state of dreaming.
Because of this, sleeping had been a preferable choice of comfort when I was still a man with the name of Lothair.
Despite that, I'm not really a big fan of the concept of sleeping itself.
Too much of a rest would wear my mind and body down, preventing me from doing my daily day efficiently.
Nothing was produced from excess sleeping, and a person with insufficient sleep might suffer a body and energy deterioration that will build up until they are older.
So, if possible.
I want a body that won't need any sleep or rest in the future.
And to accomplish it, simply finding the right Theotech or Calamity object was enough—a game of luck that I needed to keep in track, so I didn't miss the chance to achieve it.