The Trashy PD Has To Survive as an Idol

Chapter 49

Gangster rat.

Aaah!

Angry rice cake, can you say it one more time? If you guys even dare to touch a single hair on my hyungs!'

I never said that!

Kim Seonghyeon and Kang Ichae teased Jeong Dajun relentlessly. I patted Dajuns head for a while before pretending to scold them, finally settling the situation.

Ah, seriously, I hope they arent going to sue for assault, right? I just couldnt stand it.

It was self-defense. And theres no way those guys have any time to worry about that now. But how did you become so good at judo throws?

I did judo as a hobby in middle school Ah, I regret it now.

After the Today members fled the scene with pale faces, as if they had lost their minds, the set was quickly cleared up. It was because it was decided that rehearsals couldnt continue any longer.

The manager rushed over, heard the situation, and insisted we should go to the hospital, but the one who might actually need to go was probably Yu Hyeok.

Do you think the camera caught that?

Ah, Im curious too. If it exists, Ill watch it whenever I feel down.

I talked with Jiwon about trivial things.

Will the live broadcast schedule be delayed?

Well, I dont know. The entire program might be ruined.

Still, the audience is coming, and we cant cancel because of this. Well probably go on stage anyway.

We looked at each other blankly. Jiwon had a strange face.

Why?

I dont know. It just feels like we made it happen, like you said.

So its over like this.

Jiwons expression looked somewhat bitter. He probably didnt expect the things that had been tormenting him to crumble so easily, so he seemed to be feeling mixed emotions. Jiwon lowered his long eyelashes and took a deep breath before nodding.

Thanks, Hoyun.

I took his thanks lightly. I wanted to pass over it as if it was nothing. I hoped this incident wouldnt linger as a debt or burden for Jiwon.

Its just that, for some reason, it didnt leave a clean aftertaste.

Should we practice?

Yeah.

Jiwon deliberately smiled brightly.

Before leaving, I looked around.

PD Kim Heeyeon

I wanted to ask PD Kim Heeyeon about the programs direction, but I decided to put it on hold. Shes probably busy dealing with Todays side of things.

I shouldnt bother busy people, and we should handle our situation on our own.

I got in the van and checked the internet reactions. Hundreds of posts were pouring out on social media in real time.

[Goosebumps I always said Today was strong, but the drug incident Its really over with the pictures spreading]

[Management!!! I told you! Look at their faces!!!!!!!!!!]

[Really fucking embarrassing]

[What about the assault?? Is there a video posted?

Search on YouTube

(link)

Dont click on the link above, its just disgusting Just give us the link for Todays video]

I checked the real-time search trends.

[Today]

[Today Yu Hyeok]

[Yu Hyeok]

[Shining Star]

[On suspicion of drug use, all of Todays members were sent to the prosecutors office (breaking news)]

They were sent to the prosecutors office. From this point on, it wouldnt matter if Shining Star decided to part ways with them.

Next, I searched for The Dawn. There were fewer posts compared to the explosive ones about Today, but some were still popping up.

[Title: The Dawns reevaluation is urgent

Picture of Kim Seonghyeon frowning at Todays stage

Picture of Seonghyeon saying Do I have to say it? after seeing Todays stage

Picture of Yu Hyeok being blatantly ignored by Seo Hoyun

What kind of devils editing They say it was actually angels editing, Kim Seonghyeon always frowning and not greeting Today, there was a reason

Right

Kim Seonghyeon, a big nose? How did he know? Fans didnt even know

Theres a drug-detection dog story

Its still a sunbae, though I think this is a bit harsh

Better than building a relationship with drug users

Drug user idol and senior, bullshit my ass Are you a Today fan crying?]

[Title: If Shining Star continues, will The Dawn be in first place? Really curious

If all the Today fans withdraw, it might be possible

School bullying idol vs. drug idol

Fuck Battle of the century

First, the biggest concern is whether the program will continue right?

Would they stop just because one group dropped out? The program is popular right now]

The online communitys reactions were furious.

[Im so fucking pissed watching those ignorant people saying we need reevaluation But still Is it a relief, at least?]

[At least its a relief that Seonghyeons unfair treatment was revealed ]

I also checked the Shining Star YouTube channel, where Kim Seonghyeon and The Dawns videos were uploaded. The most popular comments hadnt changed yet. In the latest comments, there was one that caught my eye.

[Kim Seonghyeon, a school bully, stop making things up~]

[I feel sick and want to vomit watching The Dawn fans taking advantage of this situation]

There were quite a few likes. Hmm.

This is a bit of a problem

I scrolled through the comments while resting my chin on my hand and remembered my phone call with Kim Jaeyeon.

You found the school bullying victim, but they went to study abroad?

Yeah?

They went to Austria. I found the phone number, but its a bit difficult. They dont seem to use social media, and their email account has changed.

I thought I could quickly resolve the school bullying issue, but things got twisted. It would have been better to resolve it before exploding the Today controversy.

So everyone was still nervous while smiling at Kim Seonghyeon.

Kim Seonghyeon cried when he saw the Post-it last time. Thats a problem.

What should I do about this?

As I was lost in thought, organizing my thoughts, the system window rang after a long time.

[A special service for you!]

It made me uneasy. It felt surreal.

[Check the item shop!]

Item shop.

It was a shame that the shop was still empty, but there was a new tab in the item shop called [Special Service Item]. I clicked on it.

[Lucky Fortune Dice: Roll the dice, and the phone number you want will appear!

Usage count: 1.

Note: The item will disappear immediately after use.]

Wow

The system window actually helped for once? But how much is this?

[Points: 2,000

Owned Points: 1,000]

I reopened the quest window, which was flickering as if asking to be found.

[Idols Aegyo is Essential!

Aegyo is essential for idols.

Practice aegyo to increase your proficiency.

Current Aegyo Proficiency: 0%.

Reach 30% for a reward of 1,000 points.]

The system window wasnt trying to help; it was mocking me!

My body shuddered. I looked at the internet comment section again, then the quest window, and finally at Kim Seonghyeon.

Whats up?

Kim Seonghyeon asked, puzzled. At the same time, an image of Kim Seonghyeon wearing a hat and looking down at the electronic billboard passed by.

Ha.

I clenched my teeth.

***

Huh? Hoyun, are you going to practice more?

Yeah. You guys go ahead.

Hyung, arent you pushing yourself too hard?

Jeong Dajun asked in surprise. I waved my hand casually.

Im just going to do a bit more. You guys go ahead and rest.

Alright text me if anything happens.

With Kim Seonghyeon as the last one, the rest of The Dawn members left the practice room.

Theyre all gone, right?

Just in case, I checked the practice room several times, going in and out.

2 AM

Yes, its the perfect time to be out of my mind.

I searched for aegyo on YouTube.

[Ppuing Ppuing~!]

[Im so cute, Im adorable!]

I watched the videos, took a deep breath, and looked in the mirror.

Yeah, aegyo. Aegyo is good.

Its essential for idols, and I have to do it if a fan asks. I cant make a sour face then. If fans ask, I must obey.

I looked in the mirror and raised a fist next to my face.

Ppuing Ppuing.

Shit!

[Aegyo Proficiency has increased by 1%.

Current Aegyo Proficiency is 1%.]

I unwittingly punched the mirror.

No, I can do it. I can do it. I have the ability.

I chanted the spell of victory several times and repeated the aegyo casting.

Kkungkkotto Gisungkkung Ah, shit.

Now the curse word slipped out. The skill level had almost increased.

I was rolling on the practice room floor by myself. I had no thoughts when I watched others do it, but when I tried it myself, I felt like I was going crazy.

How does everyone do this? Is it innate? Do I have to be born this way?

I took a deep breath. Its no big deal. Everyone else does it too, so what would change if I did it too?

I brainwashed myself several times, jumped up, and practiced again.

Save it in my heart! Save!

[Aegyo skill level has increased by 1%.

Current aegyo skill level is 2%.]

I felt a bit more comfortable after letting go of my conscience. After searching the internet for a while, I thought I could make it work.

Why is it disgusting when I do it but okay when others do it? I urgently needed to reassess Yu Hyeok, who was acting cute in front of the camera.

Seo Hoyun, get a grip.

Thinking that the disgusting me in the mirror was another self was a bit more comfortable.

I can do this. This is nothing.

[Current aegyo skill level is 28%.]

I started to approach 30% after trying all sorts of nonsense.

You. Are. So. Love. Heart. Fluttering. Heart. Fluttering. Heart. Fluttering. [1]

Now it seemed like aegyo would come out with a simple tap.

I am an aegyo machine. Just a little more, and Ill reach 30%!

Im. So. Pretty! Im. So. Pretty! Im. So. Pretty![2]

[Current aegyo skill level is 29%!]

I was so immersed in practice when I felt something was off.

Chills ran down my spine

I turned around with a startled expression, and there he was.

Um

It was Kang Ichae.

Kang Ichae stood still in front of the practice room door.

As our eyes met, the usually shameless Kang Ichae smiled awkwardly for the first time.

Um, I couldnt reach you on the phone I came to tell you some news about Shining Star.

Today dropped out, but Shining Star will still continue. The live broadcast will also proceed as planned.

Yeah Thats good news.

Yeah. PD Kim Heeyeon was looking for you.

Oh. Ill call her.

Even though our conversation was over, Kang Ichae stood there, scratching his head and glancing at me.

Usually, he was always laughing, so it would have been less embarrassing if he had just laughed and teased me, but his gaze seemed to pity me for some reason.

Um Hyung, um.

Cheer up.

With that, Kang Ichae quickly left.

My soul was stripped away, and I collapsed on the floor.

Life

***

[Current aegyo skill level is 30%!

Quest complete!

Aegyo is essential for idols!

I almost broke the wall because I was so embarrassed!

1,000 points will be given.]

I barelybarelymanaged to fill up 30% aegyo skill level and checked the Lucky Fortune Dice at the item shop.

I almost shed tears, but I held them back. I wouldnt do this shit again. I wont do it, no matter what happens.

Seonghyeon Hyung is doing this much for you.

[I will purchase the Lucky Dice.

2,000 points will be consumed.]

I muttered to myself as I purchased the dice. A bright light poured out, and a nine-sided dice rolled into my tightly clenched hand.

Do I have to roll it eleven times?

[Austrian phone numbers have ten digits!]

Okay. Thanks, you little

With a heavy heart, I rolled the dice. I wrote down the numbers that appeared in succession, 6 and 6.

How many times was it now? Without having time to think, I rolled the dice one last time, and it disappeared.

I wrote down the last number, jumped up, and took out my phone. Wait, its an international number As I entered the Austrian international dialing code, a long ringtone followed.

Pick up, pick up.

Im doing this, so please pick it up. I heard a soft clicking sound from not far away.

Hello?

Hello, Hello, Hwang speaking.

Mr. Hwang Junggyu.

I sighed. I could feel the person on the other end taking a breath.

Hello, this is Seo Hoyun, a friend of Seonghyeons. Can you spare a moment of your time?

I dont care if you dont. Fuck.

[1] Shim. Ka. Kae. is a Korean expression that is short for , which means heart-fluttering or making my heart race. It is often used when someone is so cute or charming that it makes the speakers heart flutter.

[2] Mi. A. Nae. is a Korean expression that is short for , which means Im sorry. It is often used cutely or playfully to apologize for something minor or to ask for a favor.

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