Volume 15.5, 4: The Growth in Each of Us, Part 3
Volume 15.5, Chapter 4: The Growth in Each of Us, Part 3
“Nope~scary~”
Not long after we finished playing and returned to our guest cabin, Miyamoto came back whilst mumbling to himself.
“Did something happen?”
“It’s nothing like that. That Tokitō guy had a hold of Katsuragi’s chest by the nearby restroom. Ah, of course it’s that Tokitō who’s always so quick to start fighting. Well, it was quite a mess.”
“You didn’t try to stop them? Hiroya can be pretty scary when he gets mad, you know?”
Miyamoto looked a little annoyed at Akito, who made it sound like he had abandoned him.
“I’m not gonna stop them. It’s none of my business and I’d get in trouble if I got involved.”
Katsuragi and Tokitō Hiroya. Both are students in Ryūen’s class.
“Katsuragi has only just moved from Class A. Considering that they were enemies until not too long ago, it’s no wonder that trouble is brewing. Right, Kiyotaka?”
“That may be so.”
“I’m a little worried, why don’t we go check on them?”
“Leave it be, Miyake. An enemy class has a dispute, so relatively speaking, it’s a win-win for us, isn’t it? It’s not surprising that they don’t get along since Katsuragi was originally a Class A student.”
“But…aren’t we all 2nd years?”
“If we carelessly get involved, we might end up as collateral damage. And what will we do if we get noticed by Ryūen?”
Akito seemed to have complaints regarding Miyamoto’s arguments, but he listened to him all the same.
It’s not inconceivable that the situation could take a turn for the worse if Akito joined them.
Listening to the conversation between the two of them, I stood up silently.
“Just leave it alone.”
“No, I think remaining calm is the right thing to do regarding the Katsuragi situation. I’m just going to the store because I’m thirsty.”
Saying that, I left the guest cabin.
I’m pretty sure he said their dispute was at the nearby restroom.
If it’s a minor dispute, the best thing to do would be to leave it alone, just as Miyamoto said but…
When I hear the name “Tokitō”, the first person that comes to mind is Ichinose’s classmate Tokitō Katsumi, who was in the same group as me during last year’s mixed training camp. The one who’s making trouble right now is someone else, Tokitō Hiroya. I remember being surprised when I heard that their both having the same relatively rare surname, Tokitō, was not just a coincidence, but because they were distant relatives. We haven’t built up any deep friendship since then, but I have shared food, clothing and shelter with Tokitō Katsumi.
It seems that they aren’t acquainted, but if it’s okay for an outsider like me to step in, I’d like to reach out to him at least.
That’s what I was planning on doing, but…
Even after getting close to the restroom, there was still no sign of Katsuragi and the others.
There was a bit of a disagreement, but I guess it was already resolved.
“Ayanokouji-kun.”
As I was about to take a look around the area, Hiyori called out to me.
“Have you seen Katsuragi?”
“As I thought, other people saw them too. I also heard that Katsuragi-kun and Tokitō-kun were having a dispute, so I came here. That’s why I asked them to change location just now.”
I see. If it’s around the restroom, they’ll stand out even if they don’t want to.
As I followed Hiyori’s lead, I could faintly make out a voice from an unpopular area.
I was instructed to peer in from the shadows, and silently listened for the source of the voice. Just as Miyamoto reported, it was Katsuragi and Tokitō. However, besides them, it seemed that a girl, Okabe, was also participating.
“Katsuragi, are you really following Ryūen?”
“We’re on the same side. This is the third time you’ve asked me that question, albeit with slightly different wording.”
“That’s because you won’t answer.”
“There’s no way to answer. I keep asking you to clarify what you mean by ‘following’.”
While Katsuragi was calmly handling the situation, Tokitō was letting his emotions get the better of him.
“I’m talking about you being his dog and doing whatever he tells you to do.”
“I don’t remember becoming a dog, and I have no intention of being ordered around.”
“I’m sorry, but I don’t think so. If that’s the case, why did you team up with him for the uninhabited island exam?”
“That’s a difficult question to understand. Obviously it was for the class to win.”
What else is there to say, answered Katsuragi, as if it were a matter of course.
“Even though you couldn’t even get 3rd place?”
“It certainly didn’t go as planned. But, the results were not bad.”
“What the hell is that? It’s all the same for 4th place and below. Moreover, the Free Ride card ended up being meaningless.”
(Note: I don't know if this is a mistake by Kinugasa, but Tokito defintely mentions the 'Free Ride' card, not the Trial card. I feel like I should correct it to the Trial card, but just in case it's not a mistake, I'll leave it as the same as the raw.)
“It means that Ryūen has more on his mind than you think.”
“You’re a stranger so don’t say stuff like that. So tell me, what is he thinking about then?”
“This isn’t the right stage to talk about it. I’m sorry, but I can’t tell you anything.”
“What’s that supposed to mean? There’s nothing at all, is there? Anyway, I hate Ryūen.”
The push and pull exchange went on and on.
One thing was for sure; Tokitō really hated Ryūen from the bottom of his heart.
“It’s true that if you were to ask me if he’s a likable person, I couldn’t honestly answer with a yes.”
Katsuragi nodded his head in agreement, not arguing that point.
However, it seems that Tokitō didn’t care for this attitude either.
“And yet, you teamed up with Ryūen on the uninhabited island and were getting along whilst eating together today.”
“We’re going around in circles. There seems to be a misunderstanding…”
When Katsuragi was about to deny it, Tokitō intervened with a biting attitude.
“After all that hostility, you were won over so easily. I thought you'd have more backbone than that.”
“I’ve had more than one or two run-ins with Ryūen, regardless of being a friend or foe. But now I’m fulfilling my role as a member of the class, and as Ryūen’s classmate. If this class is moving around Ryūen, then it makes sense to follow suit.”
“I can’t believe these words are coming from the guy who was going at it with Sakayanagi.”
“The process is different. When we started as 1st years, we hadn’t decided who was going to be the leader yet. And since Sakayangi, who had put herself forward as a candidate, and I had opposing views, I put myself forward as leader and we had a confrontation. The current class has already set it’s course with Ryūen as its leader. In the first place, do you really think I’ll be recognized as the leader after having just changed classes?”
“That’s…”
“Besides, Sakyanagi and Ryūen are different types. The class also has a very different feel.”
Katsuragi replied with a good argument as if admonishing him, but Tokitō didn’t seem to be convinced at all.
“That’s why I told you, Tokitō. Katsuragi-kun is not worth talking to.”
Okabe, who had been quietly watching up to this point, tapped Tokitō on the shoulder and told him there was no point in going any further.
“In the end, you, who had no place in Class A, were happy to be picked up by Ryūen, right? In other words, you're his dog.”
“I don’t think you people are going to understand me if I deny it here.”
I see, it’s only a rough idea, but I’m starting to see the root of all this trouble.
After being tapped on the shoulder with a fingertip, I pulled my head back and faced Hiyori.
“It’s not just today that some of my classmates have been complaining.”
“I guess. The resentment they’ve been feeling until now must’ve been building up.”
Ryūen’s dictatorship obviously generates strong opposition.
They must’ve been forcibly suppressing it until now, but it’s finally started to boil over.
“What about Ryūen? In the past, he would never show mercy in response to rebels.”
“In the past, yes.”
“Is the absence of that ruthlessness the cause of what’s happening here?”
Hiyori gave a small nod.
“Everyone is changing. In the beginning, I didn’t have any strong feelings regarding the class either. I hardly ever asserted my opinion, as long as I could spend the next three years surrounded by books.”
Certainly, if you asked me if Hiyori’s presence was strong from the beginning, I would say no.
In fact, I didn’t even take notice of her existence.
“Tokitō-kun has always hated Ryūen-kun’s way of doing things. No, it’s not just Tokitō-kun. The one nearby, Okabe-san, is another one of them.”
“Are you saying that they want to embrace Katsuragi and rebel against Ryūen?”
“That may be so.”
Ability-wise, Katsuragi is more than capable of being a substitute leader. And because he’s student from a different class, he can cut through Ryūen without hesitation.
“But Tokitō Hiroya. Ryūen has made another troublesome enemy.”
Akiro said something similar about Tokitō Hiroya, but he has a selfish personality and is rough with his words, and he is also known to be vindictive.
“Do you think so too, Ayanokouji-kun?”
As Hiyori feared, this situation was a scourge that wouldn’t benefit anyone.
“Indeed, our class is going strong right now. I think one of the main reasons for this is the growth of Ryūen-kun, who came back after being out of the war for a while.”
Compared to the beginning of the 1st year Ryūen, Ishizaki, and others have shown a lot of growth.
“But whether or not this steady progress will continue forever is another story. It might be something you could say for every class, but if Ryūen-kun were to be expelled from school in the near future, our class would fall apart immediately.”
“The way Ryūen fights is always fraught with danger after all.”
In the future, it’s likely that there will be developments in which he will take on a lot of risk in order to win big.
I’m also very curious about the “agreement” he brought up to Sakayanagi.
“Should that happen, it’s essential to have someone who can contain the damage.”
She means a potential leader in case of unforeseen circumstances. Hiyori smiled at me.
“At that time, Ayanokouji-kun…would you join our class?”
Hiyori, despite her appearance, was not optimistic and spoke of a strategy to help the class win.
“Again? What a daring thing to say.”
“I invited you the other day, but that was half-jokingly just to go along with Ishizaki-kun. But this invitation is different.”
In other words, this time she’s serious.
“I don’t consider my class to be weak at all. But it’s also true that we lack someone who can guide us in case of an emergency. What do you think?”
A battle with Hiyori, Katsuragi and Kaneda backing me up as general counsel, huh?
“This development doesn’t necessarily mean that Ryūen is going to be expelled. Isn’t that right?”
“Of course, the best thing would be if that didn’t happen.”
But for Hiyori, I had a feeling that this was a bit of a spur of the moment invitation.
Even if she had been thinking about it in her gut, I questioned whether it was something she should’ve said right now.
“Did you hear something worrying?”
I asked boldly, but Hiyori just smiled a little and didn’t answer.
While I was talking to Hiyori, Katsuragi and Tokitō continued to argue.
Katsuragi’s rigidity finally broke and he gave Tokitō a response that would not please him one bit.
“…This is a waste of time. I told you this because I thought if it was you, you’d understand, but I was wrong.”
“You seem to have understood.”
“I’m not asking you to keep quiet about this. If you want to report it to Ryūen, do as you please.”
“I have no intention of reporting it.”
“You sure about this? I’m telling you, I’m serious. You never know what’ll happen if you let it go.”
“Don’t get me wrong, Tokitō. There are lots of things wrong with the way Ryūen does things. I don’t think it’s wrong to have complaints like you do. But I’m not impressed by your overzealous behaviour.”
It was obvious that Tokitō had something in mind.
And there was no doubt that his intention was to eliminate Ryūen.
“Shut up.”
After saying this, Tokitō left Katsuragi.
We hid ourselves and watched Tokitō and Okabe leave so that we could stay unnoticed.
I was going to leave quietly after that, but…
Hiyori pulled my arm, revealing our presence in front of Katsuragi.
“Do you need something, Ayanokouji?”
It would be strange to run away now, so I went with the flow and walked up to Katsuragi.
“No, it's just it seems there’s a lot of difficulties in your class too, Katsuragi.”
“It’s the same in every class. Although I would've preferred not to be overheard.”
Katsuragi looked once at Hiyori, who was standing next to me.
“I’m not impressed, Shiina. You seem to trust Ayanokouji, but I can’t say it’s the right decision to bring your personal feelings into a class matter.”
As harsh as it may sound, what Katsuragi said was correct.
Sending information to the enemy that you don’t need to give can become a fatal wound later on.
“That may be so. But who among your classmates can you talk to about this? If Ryūen, one of the parties involved, heard about it, he wouldn’t leave Tokitō and the others alone, and neither would the other students. Some might even try to score some points by selling out their friends who betrayed him.”
“It’s not something that can be solved by letting you hear it, Ayanokouji.”
“Isn’t this a good opportunity to sort out your thoughts on what to do, Katsuragi-kun?”
“What?”
“Why don’t you let out what’s on your mind so that you can find your bearings?”
A schemer, huh? Hiyori was trying to use me to influence Katsuragi in a positive way.
It’s not easy for Katsuragi, who has a tendency to think alone, to get along with others.
This behaviour must have rubbed off on Katsuragi, who agreed, albeit with a stunned expression.
“You seem to be thinking about the class more than I thought, Shiina.”
“Of course. I intend to graduate with all my classmates in Class A after all.”
As if encouraged by her remark, Katsuragi put his thoughts into words.
“As the only 2nd year student who has experienced both classes so far, I feel there is a crucial difference between Sakayanagi’s class and Ryūen's class. In both cases, the leaders often face complaints from their classmates, but even so, Sakayangi’s class has a certain cohesiveness. On the other hand, in Ryūen’s class, there are still many students who are not convinced and dissatisfied.”
These are exactly the kind of students Tokitō and Okabe, who had just confronted Katsuragi, are.
“This dissatisfaction will continue to build up and persist as the class ascends…”
“You mean you’re afraid of the next time it starts to go downhill?
“Yeah. Depending on the situation, a single mistake could half destroy the class. I don’t think that man hasn't already have foreseen that, but…I don’t think he’s going to change the current system.”
“Isn’t that just what you’ve read into it, Katsuragi? I’m sure Ryūen knows that too.”
“But if he knows what he’s doing, then he should step up to the plate and do something about Tokitō and the others.”
“Well, there will inevitably be backlash against Ryūen's methods.”
Apparently, Katsuragi thinks that Ryūen should solve this problem.
“Didn’t Ryūen pull you out of Class A in anticipation of that, Katsuragi?”
“…Me?”
“If something happened to Ryūen himself, you would be able to fill in for him, Katsuragi. I think that’s why he pulled you out.”
He is exactly what Hiyori was looking for, somebody who could become a potential leader.
“I find that hard to believe.”
Of course, as I told Katsuragi, it’s just my own personal interpretation.
“In the case of Ryūen, a high-risk, high-return type student, it's possible he could graduate from Class A or he could drop out of school in a flash during some exam. That’s why he needed some insurance.”
It’s very possible that a single betrayal could lead to the downfall of Ryūen’s administration.
“If that’s the case…I don’t like it.”
I felt it was because he thought highly of Katsuragi, but he didn’t hide his dissatisfaction.
“Ryūen and I are enemies because of our different values. That hasn’t changed now that we’re classmates. But now that we’re allies, I think the minimum goal should be to graduate from Class A without missing anyone.”
Since he knows that this is the kind of person he is, Ryūen probably won’t tell Katsuragi directly.
When I look at his personal growth, I can see that Ryūen has made remarkable progress, but his classmates haven’t been able to keep up with his momentum.
“About earlier, you made the right decision to keep Ryūen from hearing about Tokitō.”
“It would be nice if we could just leave the rebels alone, but if we have to get rid of them later, it could become a bigger problem.”
I’m sure it’s a source of annoyance and a headache, but at the same time, it will be a rewarding experience for Katsuragi.
At the very least, the situation is largely different to the time when he was in Class A, where he was tamed and defeated without a fight.
The expression on Katsuragi’s face softened slightly, as if some new idea had come to mind.
“What do you think, Katsuragi-kun?”
“…I understand.”
After clearing his throat once, Katsuragi turned his attention to me once again.
“After having you listen to what I had to say, I have some perspective on what I need to do. I’m grateful.”
“No, I’m just saying what’s on my mind is all.”
“If it was all bullsh*t it wouldn’t be worth talking about, but what you said was right on the money. Shiina asked you because she was sure you’d give the right answer.”
Hiyori smiled happily.
I’d been taken advantage of, but it would be nice if this could bring the slightest sign of life into Ryūen’s class.
“And by the way, Ayanokouji. I’m sure some other students were thinking the same thing, but I was a little surprised.”
“Surprised?”
“The results of this special exam were very close.”
Starting with Matsush*ta, many students have become skeptical of my abilities.
In that sense, Tsukishiro’s presence turned out to be a good thing.
“Was that your true ability? Or did something unplanned happen?”
“Hmm, I wonder.”
I tried to play it off, but Katsuragi wouldn’t look the other way.
“Shiina, I’m sorry, but I want to speak with Ayanokouji alone for a moment.”
“I understand. I’ll go back to my room. Then I’ll see you later, Ayanokouji-kun.”
I exchanged a quick goodbye with Hiyori and the two of us remained in place.
“During the uninhabited island exam, Ryūen told me everything he knew about you.”
“Ryūen told you frankly?”
“He was a little evasive at first, but I told him that if he wanted me to be part of the class, he was going to have to tell me.”
That’s some kind of honeyed phrase.
If that’s the case, then my standing as X, who was working from the shadows in Horikita’s class was reveled.
That means that Katsuragi knew everything, even the incident on the rooftop.
Just like Sakayanagi said, I can’t prevent the number of people who know about me from gradually increasing.
“Until now, you’ve handled everything well.”
“As long as I could have a quiet school life, I figured it wouldn’t make much difference to me whether I was in Class A or Class D.”
“Is that why you’re hiding your abilities? I’m not going to tell anyone, but it probably won’t take much time for word to get out.”
It seems that way. It’s safe to say that there is no way to stop the information from spreading.
“I’ll just continue being myself and do what I have to do at this school.”
“I don’t know when it’ll happen, but I’m looking forward to the day I get to fight you for real.”
Saying that, Katsuragi nodded once and left the area.