Chapter 155 155. Beginning Of Cuckery
Dick was standing in front of the door like a statue. His hand was still hovering in front of the doorknob but he had no guts to go ahead and open the door.
As he heard the weird voices coming out of the room, It was like the sound of animals breathing heavily with lots of unrecognisable sounds he was not able to understand but could tell it was the voice of a man and a woman.
"Hum he, Pe-people nowadays are wild, I-I should go look for Sandra."
Dick hummed and passed a nervous chuckle interpreting this situation as someone else doing indecent things inside the storeroom, So he was ready to turn around and leave from here as soon as possible.
But not able to, His legs were not moving at all, As if they are rooted in the ground not willing to move.
"Move, Move damn it, Why are you not moving? Why? Why she- Why is it hurting me this much? *Sob*"
Dick tried to move his legs to no avail, So he started cursing and asking questions about why they are not moving. He just wanted to leave from here as far as he could.
Every time he heard those sounds, He felt hurt as if someone plunging a blunt knife into his heart, It was ripping him apart. He felt like someone took out his soul and shred it into a million pieces.
He tried to deny it with all his willpower but facts were in front of him. He was too familiar with the voices of people inside the room, At least one of them.
There is no doubt it was the voice of Sandra, His ex-wife was in there making those sounds and there is no question of what these sounds are about at all.
Even though he never ate a pig, He seen pigs running, So he had an idea of what was going on in there.
He wanted to barge inside of the room, Stop what his woman was doing and punish her for it. He also wanted to end the life of that man right then with his bare hands for touching his forbidden but his body was just not listening to him.
He was frozen. He tried to move his body but it did not follow his command. He might have doubted if he was paralyzed not for the fact that his body was shaking uncontrollably. He did not know if it was because of anger, sadness, shock or just out of the cold.
*Thump*
His body felt cold all over, There was no strength remaining in his body to do anything, Even standing was becoming impossible and finally, his wobbly legs gave up making him drop to his knees on the ground.
Does he feel pain in his knees from that impact? He did not know, Nor did he care about it. All his attention was on the door in front of him.
He did not want to listen, it was like torture to him but for some fuck up reason he can't help but wanted to listen to it, He know it will hurt him, Hurt him a lot but he still wanted to do it.
This is like masochist behaviour, but he swore he just wanted to know why it was hurting him so much.
She was nothing to him other than being his property then why was she being with another man hurting him and causing him so much pain, Why was this pain not going away and why was he crying?
Tears were non-stop coming out of his light blue eyes, He did not understand what had gotten into him. The moment he heard the voice of her and another man, He was startled and started bawling like a baby. He tried and tried but the tears just wouldn't stop.
He felt like centuries had passed since he encountered this nightmare, Time had slowed down for him, He was not able to hear or see anything in his surroundings, All he was hear was her moaning because of another man.
All he can see was the images running in his mind of her being with a other man than him, Which was a different level of torture and the most fucked thing was he was imagining her being with that gigolo.
He knew she was not that low-level of a woman. After all, she being a woman did not try to do anything to him, Even living with him for 1 year as husband and wife. Rather, even if he tried to initiate it, She outright denied him. She was a woman who denied sex from him, HIM.
Which indeed hurt her ego, Which might have ignited his desire to make her his and make her beg for him but then they got divorced, And those emotions rather than being dismissed got even more intensified.
So the reason why he came here was to make her his but now what he was listening to? The woman he thought was hard to tame was now moaning like an animal under some random man.
So she did not have a problem with sex but him? Is he not worthy enough for her? What he did not have? Which that man has? Why was she like this in front of another man but not him?
Lots of thoughts were going through his head, His mind was in chaos, and He could not think straight, His brain was becoming foggy, He just wished it was a nightmare, He would wake up any second now.
But it was not, And he knew very well of it, This is a reason why he even hates himself, Why he was not doing anything? He has the power to ruin anyone present inside that room, So why is he not opening this single fucking door?
Simple, because he is afraid. He knows what is happening inside but there is still that thin film of paper of doubt that he might have misunderstood the situation, she might be doing something completely different.
The hope this door represents was too big to cast away. He knows it is a false hope, There will be no way she was doing something else but still false or not the hope was there.
An illusion of light in this darkness, Which was preventing him from falling into total despair, So yeah he hates being this weak but he still can't lose her yet, She is his and only HIS.
He owns her, She can't escape from him, so what she taints her body now? He doesn't care, He will just make sure to give her double the pain he was feeling right now, He will make her completely his.
Suddenly Dick stands up with new strength, Yeah it was just sex, What a big deal, It is a common and natural thing that too for women it was even more casual, She should be just letting off her steam.
Dick has an epiphany about why he was even bothered by her sleeping around with a man? It was just sex, What a big deal?
The pain Sandra caused him he can pay her back in double later on, And now it was even more fun to conquer her body and mind.
So he should not care much about her body being tainted, He cares only about her unyielding resolve, A strong will not bend in front of anyone.
His objective always was to break that, That still has not changed. Her using her body did not change that fact.
Dick's back straightened up, He clenched his fist with his newly regained confidence, He looked at the door and was ready to knock, Don't care anymore if he saw her naked in another man's arms.
Heck, he will be glad, the more hurt he is now, the There will be more fuel to burn the flame of revenge in his heart, And the more pain Sandra had to go through.
"Fuck!!! Please let me cumm already, I am begging you!!~"
But suddenly all Dick's resolve shattered into thousands of pieces like a glass bottle hit by a stone as these words fell on his ears.
What did he hear? The woman he thought will never yield in front of anyone, A strong woman he wanted a break to conquer said something like this? No, Impossible!! It will never happen, He was hearing things.
"Hehe, I-I am hallucinating, M-Maybe it was not Sandra inside, I am mistaken, She will never say something like this ever."
Dick was stunned in place for quite some time before a slight chuckle escaped from their mouth as he laughed at himself for thinking too much.
Now he was doubting that the woman inside was even Sandra, After all these words can't be said by a strong feminine woman like her.
He even dropped the idea of opening a door and was ready to turn around and go away to look for Sandra.
Did he know what he was saying was highly unlikely? Definitely, He knows but rather than accepting the fact that Sandra was begging some man to let her cum, It was healthy for him and his mental health to think she was not Sandra.
The only thing that held him together was that he could get his revenge by conquering and taming her, Making her his property. He can't lose that, No matter what.
"Thecc~ Sandra are you not ashamed to say this? Well, I can let you cum but you have to work for it."
"Okay, I will do anything but just let me release myself, ahh!~~"
But fate was not with him today, As he took one step to leave, He heard those words eliminating any possibilities he created for coping.
Now that his coping excuse was utterly destroyed, So does his regained confidence, He was once again on his knees but this time without any glimmer of hope.
All he could do was to cry in his hands, kneeling in front of the door, While forcing himself to listen to them enjoying themselves.
(A/N : I wanted to make more NTR (Netori) but fear I will repeat Belladonna's mistake, But if you want I can make it more extreme either with a re-edit (16 days later as privilege has only 300 words limit to change) or in the next chapter, It's up to you.
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